Emotional!

hi bloggers and hi to my old bloggie :) too much to write , but i don't think i will write it all.. just write down the important things, my mood swing.. i'm so down , i don't know what happened to my relationship.. what i did ? i couldn't get it.. sometimes i feel like we are friends , sometimes we're more than friends , sometimes we aren't couple.. these few days, cold like ice.. she won't find me, girl.. do you really care me? i don't think so.. i didn't think much ok? i can feel it if you really do.. but i never feel anything.. what's wrong? our relationship just start not long, why i waste so much tears and why i'm so serious about this relationship? or i'm stupid? haizzz.. you know what.. i'm tired, feels like want to stop this. but i just can't easily put it down.. when you're moody, i always wanted to know why, but i don't get the answer. how to help you if i don't know what's going on? right? i thought we can share anything to each other? we never share.. you happy when you keep all the things? i want to know you more, not even a chance too! my feeling starts fading , slowly and slowly.. until the days i don't feel pain anymore.. means i'm leaving. if you really love me, please save this relationship. if you're tired.. just stop this. i never force you to be with me.. then i'll be a silly boy who sacrifice for nothing..

Shit you!

hello my friends and my fans and my -_____- LOL.. long time didn't update my blog liao orh. tonight got online then spend sometimes to write something ~ okayy , about my work.. i work at Suria Sabah 2nd Floor , next to F.O.S ~ ( MakeOver Hair Studio ) so we got 3 hairstylist include me , got 1 staff.. when i 1st time work at there i felf happy , after few weeks i felt like so shit.. hate to see her face , she always show her BLACK FACE to customer , all of us don't like.. my boss too. she is my senior just because she's good in blowing hair? Fuck!! i can cut well serve well talkative always make customer happy.. she good in blowing hair also can be my senior , oh shit.. don't let me learn dao that blow hair de skill , or else you'll be fire. see you ~~~ LOL.. that day she suddenly scold me , cb.. work til so tired still want give her scold. very hot -.-|| today she didn't talk to me , very good.. i don't want talk to her too.. ahaha ~ i will wait... i'll wait til the day you kena goreng sotong.. take this ---> _|_ HAHAHA..

December

i have so much thing have to write , but i don't know how to start it.. so much sadness and emotional problem.. i felt like not worth to live..  2nd: i started have money problem again , omgggg.. want pay car -___- want PLAY car toooo.. i want my car nice , i want my car faster than the others! lalalala.. 3rd: my voice changed since i sick last month , well.. i'm a pub singer dude. how to show off if have a sucks voice.. i really miss CoolBar >.< everyday sing at home. no challenger x.x can't improve -__- 4th , Chinese New Year coming soon.. need money again! shopping arh @.@ next year i want wear guai guai liao.. i choose formal for the coming CNY <3 5th: i take my phone to repair liao.. until now i using noobshit phone = = collecting money to buy Samsung Galaxy S2 maybe? aiyoyo.. why everything need money = = last: i haven't write it all.. other things , i know can le.. other people know also can't help.. huuu. thanks for viewing my bloggie. i'll appreciate it. may god bless all the viewer and my friend.. i'm -out-

Damn

hello everyone.. i don't know want to find who talk 心事 , people say don't keep 心事 in heart.. not good. okayy then , i'll share here.. i'm so stressed. totally , interview few job these few days.. so confused, mom's new car arrive soon.. and me , sure using the old one AND i have to pay it everymonth cost RM400 a MONTH!!! i go out work , just can get 600 salary FUCK.. pay car RM400 , Oil leh? eat leh? how to cover those? who can teach me? i don't know i can stand how long.. my parents don't even help me. so i guess my life will end soon..

人间再见 :(

我很喜欢看这个 ><  很想大哭啊 T.T

i'm back to my bloggie :)

hello everyone :) how ya doin? good ? very well ? Heee.. i don't have new things to share with.. cause everyday just do the same thing , work + sleep... BUT!! i'm in training <3 to be a singer! AHAHAHAHA..

current favourite song: 都是我的错 :) i can sing well , can you ? haha

i want start my dancing life again :)

say hello to those viewing my blog now or anytime :) i want start dance again lorh.. who want join me ? please find me in facebook. let's rock it out XDD * wedding dress *